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Friday, 19 March 2010, 3/19/2010 10:21:00 pm
roaming around.
i guess nobody's reading my blog looking at the tagboard only like some people sometime somewhere. You know that I could use somebody.
Someone like you.
I guess It occured to me today that the love we always call love in our teenage's years is not LOVE its just a strong liking.. Just like me and alvin. Yes he lied to his audi friend or at least thats what she said.Cos the story he told her and the story i told her according to her is diff.
Whatever. Everything comes to an end. Guys can be such jerks but yet why do we often find ourself in this situations where they
I cnt eat la I tried its just like everytym i tried i puke. Gosh whats wrong with me its not like I knw him for so long, I just knw he is the right one cos he has most of my interest, Esp music even thought not the same genre.It hard to find those kinda guys now of days.
Well, He made it clear alrd. I don't needa be slapped twice in the face to realise, He TOLD me cb la break la.
Im just hoping this crush will go away soon and I can go back to my normal life and forget i ever had anything to do with him but its hard.
Maybe 2 days later i'll get my ans, but im betting he will either say No or don't reply.So better not get my hopesup.
Everyone's asking me to move on. idk if I can.
so heres a song for me:
I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see.
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach.
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
And all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me
Somebody
(Go and let it out)
Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody
I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see
The pain of everything
3/19/2010 11:28:00 am
somewhere
I think the answer's obvious I think its over.
silly boy didnt reply my msg or calls. Well I guess thats it. His ans is loud and clear no need for explainations.
Seriously whats wrong with guys.
Have a sudden thought of being a lesbian. Maybe I will shave off my hair afte O's at least I won't get hurt anymore.
Somewhere someone misses you. I sw that sometime back. Yeah right. Like anyone does. I only knw it always ends up beinf me missing a person and getting a broken heart so where's my fairy tale ending?
Labels: its not okay I promise.
Thursday, 18 March 2010, 3/18/2010 10:37:00 pm
take me down
today dint go planned. No movie. watched bee play pool.Im sorry I doubted you. Idk what we are anymore, Silly boy you know I love you. But sometimes I cant read your mind and Idk whats going on in there.How I wish I could
When you told me about her I admit i was jealous im sorry, I was hopeing you would chase after me and hold my hand and ask me to stay as I walked off but you dint. You told me
you needed time, well it hurt me a lot.
Today:
met up with bee. he is super shy and cute. Had a fight.walked off.(Shldnt have done that)Cried for 30mins at marina alone before sherlyn mei told me to go meet her. She tried to cheer me up but really dint work. The icecream helped abit but my heart still hurts. Bee finally pickedup and told me to not doubt him anymore. But he dint ans my qn on what are we. are we still tgt? Bee I dint knw you about your audi cpl cos you dint tell me i guess if u love her cos she is chio I cant stop you but I guess again that if you loved her why did u wanna be with me? Maybe Im thinking too much.. seriously waiting for something to happen.
Cant eat dinner at all felt like throwingup, I dint knw crying makes me so vommitty.
Bought 2 dresses.
Silly Boy I Miss you
Labels: hang me up
Wednesday, 17 March 2010, 3/17/2010 10:11:00 pm
mama oh oh
Thats my silly boy :D
Today sch started at 9am realised that only after I bath and was gonna leave the house. zz. So i went back home and slept for like... another 30 mins or less totally lame sia.
Maths then ss.
Went to Competition training today, Train juniors. Seriously blood all com out. Nxt wk's comp and they still havent learn anything even basic.Treated a girl who sprain her leg during dance totally... haha. What to do who ask me in that cca. hahaha.
Bee's weird. He makes weird sounds and cracks weird jokes. Not FUNNY~ .
Sooo heres the plan for tmr(I hope)
Movie then shopping.
Snakebites are hawt~ & so is jonghyun darling :D
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3/17/2010 12:50:00 am
Im a monkey girl~
idiot bee ask me post. heres a post I saw baby jonghyun on sat <3 SHINee ftw (: omg im so in love.
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Went for learning journey , sian ttm. alvin ate his chipmunks ):
bye for now.
im listening to some weird sounds.
Friday, 5 February 2010, 2/05/2010 10:08:00 pm
keep holding on
HAPPY ONE MONTH LKW BABY Its one month bt dint celebrate :/ both busy haha UG ma no choice. Bio did practical haha so funny i cldnt open the dialysis tubeing then i was like saying to jocelyn DIE SIA FIRST STEP FAIL ALREADY lol took me 5 mins then the teacher told everyone CLASS IF YOU CANT OPEN IT PUT IT IN RUNNIG WATER. i was like WTF ALAMAK nv say so waste my time. Then everyone was like cheeyyyy LOL so i was not the only one ;D Anyways, today was kinda weird aside from some asshole. Wanted make a "trap" with a cup and a ice cream stick and string and tape cos i was bored. Hung it on top SJ door wanted make it drop on ppl but cca tcher suddenly come walao then my beautiful structure which i spend Half hour doing RUINED had to tear down cos dun wan tcher scold. WLAO. So bored sia in cca slackkk. After cca walk to CP had subs with serene. Then bused home. super tired now. Ermm think im gonna fail maths paper ystd mon got ss. blah. whatever so stressed sec 4 even nxt fri no half day. super sian ttm
Iloveyou lkw. Im sorry for being a bitch at times and you have to put up with it but sorry. <3
Labels: one month.
Saturday, 30 January 2010, 1/30/2010 11:25:00 pm
You're a hot mess
Heyo (:Today was so tiring can? Wokeup early in the morning to go meet baby and his friends. Lol went to HPB cos he had to do his F&N coursework. LOL (: Me and serene roam around the area while he research non stop poor baby ): Then i rmb when we went in Dan said hi then good morning to me haha then he gave serene that face cos she always dao him hahaha.So weird. That cute little boy. Anyways, :/ After baby done his stuff went to city hall and do shopping for him -.- Skinnys & belt & shirt? Hahaha. so ex la. :/ Then head to my uncle's shop while baby head home to put his things down. Then we metup again at bishan hahah (: Then i was fking tired la eyes like gonna burst anytime damn pain . tired ttm. Actually wanted go church RCIY but in the end no time so aiyoh ate subs then went to church to return serene's registration form and went to RM to get some felt fabric for the keychain im making for my darling rachel and mel and mika. Then saw the LOVELY MR PHUA. hahah then baby was there so we tried to hide. and yes it was sucessful. He didnt spot us.Then serene INSISTED we walk to compass pt bt in the end i persuaded her to bus to compass. Then i text her smth abt kentucky which made her laugh damn loud. I swear man. LOL her laughter kills. anyways then went CP baby tried to get that carebear in arcade for me but FAILED. hahahah Then he wanted to buy one huge bear for me omg la so sweet. haha but no thanks (: Then baby got a tie after that bought my sushi and baby sent me homeeeeeeee (: that sweetie haha sometimes he can be so awfully sweet I feel bad for scolding him :/ Sorry baby i was being a bitch today. ):
But when I went home it was hell I just wanted to cry scream shout? Idk. Thx fer helping me decide dan and zihui. I guess i'll pull through. IMissYou kw.
Its a love story
&ZIHUI DARLING GO CONFESS TO HIM ALREADY~
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